Absolutely, and I'm glad you're not stuck in that rut. Keep on keeping on!
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Been there, 100%. I'm just now starting to peek through the clouds. Going on a year and a half since you've written this post. Hope things are better for you!
Deemo-R
I'm sorry, I know that it's a bit of a rough mental experience going through that - glad to hear you're starting to overcome that! I think solidarity helps a lot with these things, and I just got out of my own head a bit immediately after I first wrote the post. Keeping people around you who elevate you in many ways (and make you want to be the best version of yourself possible) has been a key factor in staying out of that rut for me. Things are much better now! I don't think the mental roadblocks are ever going to be completely gone, but I've learned what they feel like and how to live with both the good and bad that they bring. :)